For You

You still always the same
There is no one like you
When I look at you
I realize how much I love you

When I see you
When i look into your eyes
I can see into your soul.

When you hold me
You make me tremble
When you kiss me
It feels like I’m in heaven.

With you by my side
There is nothing I can’t beat
Let me thank you for all
You have done for me.
To be thankful
For the way you love me.

Encrypted Confession

Till long time ago
I had no identity
my confessions
were encrypted
and I was nobody
I was still alone
I am not anymore
but at times
I too feel radoxed and tired
As I lose my enigma
and move beyond Paradigm
I feel rushed and tempted.

You gave me everything.

Thankyou for being you
Thankyou for showing me more then i knew.
Thankyou for making songs about me
Thankyou for helping me to see
All that this life can be.
Thankyou for being you
Thankyou for making me want to say i do.
Thankyou for giving me everything
I have everything...
And everything is YOU.

1st tym i ever saw her face

i dont believe in love at first Sight until i saw this girl one night

i try to forget her but it seems that i cant
coz its almost two o'clock of the morring

and still i cant sleep coz she's like

a music that keeps playing in my head

she looks like an angel that comes from above
and a flowers that blooms in spring

and have the most beautiful lips as red an apple.

how could i forget her? if she when i sleep
still hunting me.

in my dream you smile at me and touch my face

your lips meet my lips.then i suddenly hear

your voice telling me that you love me.

then i open my eyes wide like an owl how

could i forget those cute eyes it's like a diamond in the sky.

but still it's just a dream

so i whent back to the place where i first
saw her god answer my prayer coz i i saw her sitting under a tree.

but....i noticed that she's not alone she have her boyfriend sitting next to her and kissing her

it hurts at first but...then i realize that god use her sa an instrument to make me realize
that first love is real

thats why i wrote this poem so i can thank you
for openning my eyes and my heart that love at first sight is true

Did I tell you

Did I Tell You?


Did I tell you that I love you?
So much more than I can say
You chase away the darkness
And bring sunshine to my day

Did I tell you that I need you?
Like the flowers need the rain
I feel your love flow through me
Like blood flows through a vein

Did I tell you that I miss you?
On the days when you're not there
I need your love to guide me
For you, so much I care

Did I tell you that I want you?
And how much you mean to me
My love could fill an ocean
It stretches far beyond the sea

Love is the language of my heart
And every single day it grows
When you shower me with love
My heart blooms just like a rose

Love...Do I Belong??

Tear drops from my face falls into the palms of my hands
I thought he was my true friend
Until I fell for him and made him my man
Trust is no longer a factor 'cause all you do is lie to me
I want to let you go as a man but not as a friend so I cry myself to sleep
Love, trust, and respect is what I had for you threw it all
The love is still there
The trust is dead
and respect is at the door broken down so small
If we would have just been friends
would it had been so different?
I've built my emotional walls back up
My heart has to keep it's distances
I'm tired of crying over you
and feeling so confused
My friends tell me
"Now girl you already know what you need to do"
But I can't let him go
My heart says We're still not threw
I'm torn between the lies and the truth
And yet I still want to be with you
If you were me what would you do?
When we're together your sweet, compassionate, and far beyond cute.. you seem so sincer and true
But when we're away everyone has so much to say about you and what you do
I can't help but be there threw the anger, hurt and pain that you go threw
But all I ask is if you'll be here for me too
The tears that I shed over you when I feel that you just don't care
Only hurts so much because when you need me I'm there
And so I sit outside wondering if your home
And if your home are you alone
The rumors calculate in my brain with a steady tone and it's driving me Insane I don't know were my heart belongs
you will have to see on your own because one day I'll be gone
and then I wont have to worry bout the lies and cry as my heart feels paralyzed because I'll be movin on........
But then I think back and doubt if I'm really that strong
why have I let people play with my mind this long
and I still haven't moved on
Maybe because no matter what we go threw
I stay because I finally know
with you is were I belong........

Letting Go

I miss you
Since you’ve gone away
Part of me is missing
I feel it as I lay

My head down on my pillow
So soft and comforting
But it doesn’t ease the pain
My heart is still hurting

It aches to see you
One last time
To show how much I love you
Yet, I know this is a crime

To want to bring you back
To this hope forsaken land
For suffer, hurt, and pain
In leu of God’s Heaven

I can’t help
But to think about the world
You tried to protect me from
When I was a young girl

Sometimes I felt resentment
But I wanted you to see
I understand your actions
You did what you did for me

To guide me
Along my journey in life
When no one else was there
To help me cope with strife

You taught me to be strong
And to be aware
Of people’s bad intentions
Their ability to be unfair

I am today
Who I want to be
I don’t take shit from no one
Are you proud of me?

I’m not the sweet defenseless girl
I started out to be
You made me so much braver
Well, that and poverty

I’m as hard as a rock now
Maybe a little too so
But I wouldn’t trade it for anything
I wanted you to know

I will cherish you
And the memories that I have
Of growing up together
All the good and bad

They make us who we are
And at times they make me laugh
Like, “Hey, Micheal, look at me!”
While I was falling on my ass

You will always be with me
You notice, I got a tattoo?!
I didn’t feel the pain
I was thinking of you

My children will hear all about you
The funniest guy ever known
They’ll be grabbing their sides from the stories
Then, I will slip away alone

To shed tears for you
Which I’m sure will happen at times
To remember our time together
And read these heart-felt rhymes

I have accepted that you’re gone now
And I have to set you free
No more haunting my dreams
Rest peacefully

I would still love your visits, though
Every now and then
You are part of my life
And will be to my end.


I have to let go, so………..I’m letting you go.

A Soft Sweet Kiss

As I stare at the stars I think for a while Of the day our love began And it makes me smile The feeling of love A soft sweet kiss Always on my mind Impossible to resist You gaze into my eyes Your innocence shared You gave yourself to me And showed me you cared Now I think of today All the things I’ve missed They simply don’t compare To that soft sweet kiss I need you by my side Everyday my love will prove That you belong here with me Your whole life through Just lean into me Show me that you miss The love that started With that soft sweet kiss

My Special Someone

I bet you didn't know
That you just passed my mind.
You do this so many times each day
Since a guy like you is so hard to find.

I saw a falling star
Just the other day
For I sat there and thought
But only had one thing to say.

The wish I just got
I really do not need.
Because the only wish I want
Is a wish I have already received?

Some might even say
That I'm in another place
Every time I think of how you look
And that smile on your face.

To conclude the way I feel
About all the things you do
You are that special someone.
You're like a dream come true.

Dedication

a silent love..

A Silent Love

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

let them be little...

I can remember when you fit in the
palm of my hand,
Felt so good in it, no bigger than a
minute;
How it amazes me, you're changing with
every blink
Faster than a flower blooms, they grow
up all too soon ...

So, let them be little, 'cause they're
only that way for a while;
Give them hope, give them praise, give
them love every day;
Let them cry, let them giggle, let
them sleep in the middle,
Oh, just let them be little ...

I've never felt so much in one little
tender touch;
I live for those kisses, prayers and
your wishes;
Now that you're teaching me things
only a child can see,
Every night while we're on our knees,
all I ask is please ...

Let them be little, 'cause they're
only that way for a while;
Give them hope, give them praise, give
them love every day;
Let them cry, let them giggle, let
them sleep in the middle,
Oh, just let them be little ...

So innocent, a precious soul, you turn
around
It's time to let them go ...

So, let them be little, 'cause they're
only that way for a while;
Give them hope, give them praise, give
them love every day;
Let them cry, let them giggle, let
them sleep in the middle,
Oh, just let them be little ...

Let them be little ...